I fail to do What I’m trying I’ve been these walls And everyone who dies hears others ti-i-mes This immediacy Is unknown To me and appears to be Unreached by everyone I’ve known Show me unfocused fears In disgu-u-ise It shows me I must live To di-i-e This lake Is on fire It’s been every dream to me It’s been every desi-i-re I awaken Filling up the space I back away And it covers me up all co-o-zy These waves are the call Of ti-i-me What’s sent ahead is sent behind As in rime

Extra time when you think it’s all over Live a life when you’ve rolled over and died I don’t feel pain, I don’t travel this line Levitate and feel the ground get closer Ecstasy made every step a mile When it becomes a waste Why hold on for dear life Wide pain in the blue white break up All paths divide Life has a way of opening up All names travel with their owner Tho’ they’ve no space, they move all around I see invisible movement in every town Every cry is a separate emotion Happenings are planned and then they arrive They go on with or without you there…

Instrumental * This song, with a slightly longer intro, can also be heard on A Samurai Workout martial arts workout DVD, co-authored by John’s stepfather, Laurence Berkley * This song is also featured on the soundtrack of the Girl Skateboarder’s Yeah, Right! DVD

Seal your wide shores With no one in between You feel your fading dial You know someone’s happened And you shouldn’t feed these things But let’s go Fading away your nights You fade to white Lay me down as I go to the store Sorrow ate me, I’m not me anymore Play these heavens one more time I’m not yours and I’m not mine Fly a ladder around Fly a ladder around Rails succumb to run, get up Hear your Fates that again reload * Demo of this song can be found on the compilation of outtakes and unreleased tracks from To Record Only Water For Ten Days sessions; which…

Instrumental

I’m crowded When I’m gone I live here to seep thru this song Hey la (oooh) I can’t go on I’m lost I’ll be there turning on & off Hey la (oooh) And when you reach that point You’re a wall (oooh) And when you bleed sight You’ll receive a call Oh, please take us We’re wrong We live now to relive on & on (oooh) Place my paces Pave my way We’ll only remain The same way as the sounds on a tape (oooh) And when you draw a line It goes where you want (oooh) And when shadows step ahead of you They start and stop With these…

I do dream you Allow me To believe you are the real me I see you breathing under water See you on both sides of a door I didn’t mean you To fathom what you bought I’m away I’m away And anywhere to suffice Woo-hoo, woo-hoo Woo-ho-oh-oh Every life filled With what will be If my own will Is from me How do I take another mirror How do I drink the whole shore I do greet you And slam the door In your face You come in anyways It’s a long, long time before This takes place Woo-hoo, woo-hoo Woo-ho-oh-oh I answer these questions now (oooh) As to why…

I can’t wait For the time to break Use it for a motorbike You’ll spin right out of sight You’ll never have been where you’ll be You go back to the faceless ride Wind up space Wind-up space To go from place to place Dream that you died It takes you out of your mind The black walls of space take me all the way * Demo of this song can be found on the compilation of outtakes and unreleased tracks from To Record Only Water For Ten Days sessions; which leaked on the Internet in 2000.